It took me a long time to discover why I couldn’t create, express, and experience the fulfilment of the deepest yearnings and feelings within my soul. I have had these yearnings and longings to some extent for as long as I can remember. Which, of course, led me on a path of transformation and spirituality in my life. For years of that journey, no matter how many courses I took, coaches I worked with, or retreats I went on it was largely a lonely process because most of what I had learned and seen “out there” wasn’t IT. It wasn’t what my soul was yearning for at the deepest level. The traditional and conventional transformational teachings and new age spirituality -- the path of personal transformation -- didn’t work for me. This led to a lot of confusion and agony for several years because I was showing up and doing the work and as far as I could tell it was working for everyone else. I couldn’t figure out what I was missing or whether there was something wrong with me. It turns out it was a blessing that the path of personal transformation didn’t work for me because it led me on a much deeper inner journey of soul transformation and into a depth of clarity, truth, soul purpose, and the heart that I couldn’t have imagined before.